i would like to write
something beautiful but,
i am currently debris.
an entanglement
of wordless feelings
and exhausted thoughts.
perhaps tomorrow,
i will find the right clarity.
This a personal blog full of my original poetry. My reoccurring themes are commonly about depression, anxiety, grief and other controversial topics. Within each of my poems, I allow myself to become vulnerable while expressing personal experiences or ones of my friends or family.
i would like to write
something beautiful but,
i am currently debris.
an entanglement
of wordless feelings
and exhausted thoughts.
perhaps tomorrow,
i will find the right clarity.
When the ink-stained pages
paint a familiar reflection
i remember why
we must continue to write
-outlook
when i feel lost i look to the stars. i feel home among them. amongst the things that seem the most unknown. transparency. born in delicate layers of hope. the beauty they bleed. farewells whispered in the most majestic ways. blowing themselves out of proportion. trying to feel plausible.
grand cityscapes, that
are not our own.
wipe our canvas clean,
soon street maps and ticket subs
contour the scene.
woven together, an existence of
rainy days and coffee beans.
sundays spent sipping dreams
we vow to chase until
our worn out soles
find their resting place.
there was a girl made of glass, and boy made of stone.
the girl was always stained with tears or wounds.
the boy admired mountains and the fate of rain he never knew.
she girl liked pinky swears and questions that dared.
he liked books and the color of stability.
both bore emotions too deep.
rivers of pain. fires of closing. valleys of fate.
the boy hated his smile, but now lights up the sky.
the girl way bright, sometimes blinked and faltered.
he once saved her, now he changed her.
she wrote him hundreds of words, all kept unsaid.
she cried a million tears, but
he still stayed lead.
from a blood root to a solanum,
she sways both ways
a mere shadow of her former self.
corridors of hopelessness,
now for your amusement.
the deflation of lungs, and
the crawling of your skin.
festering,
silence creeps into her bones.
suffocating from swallowed screams
how can i run from my mind,
but drown in simplicity.